Sunday, September 21, 2008 *
Lately, I don't know what is up to me. I've been feeling a lot of emotions. It's like I don't even know who I am anymore. Everybody ask me to pray, and I did. But I still feel this emotions stuck in my heart and it hurts. I felt love, happy, sad, anger, not appreciated, hate, betrayed, confuse and everything else. So I normally spend my time locked in my room, reading other ppl's article or just merely writing my own materials.
I feel like I'm going no where. Where should I go? I donno. And they told me to pray and I did. Yet, I still am confuse. People asked me to do things that I'm not. I refused but they asked me. Don't they know that's not who I am? I'm very angry at people and myself. I'm angry for what they did and myself for not being able to Stand up and fight cos I'm a nobody.
Why, why, why? I wish I have the answer. Am I too young and immature to do so? Inexperience?
I wish to end this now. I hate everything that's happening to me now. I wish I was as happy as before.
posted by JulieAnne
being random at
4:11 PM