Tuesday, September 23, 2008 *

Pretty Much

I AM FED UP.

My stupid laptop adapter got fried. Fuck.


posted by Shano Jay   being random at
9:29 PM



Monday, September 22, 2008 *

Children Learn What They Live

If a child live with criticism, he learns to condemn;
If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight;
If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy;
If a child lives with shame, he learns to feel guilty;
If a child lives with tolerance, he learns to be patient;
If a child lives with encouragement, he learns confidence;
If a child lives with praise, he learns to appreciate;
If a child lives with fairness, he learns justice;
If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith;
If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself;
If a child lives with acceptance and friendship, he learns to find love in the world.


posted by JulieAnne   being random at
9:39 AM



Sunday, September 21, 2008 *

Confuse

Lately, I don't know what is up to me. I've been feeling a lot of emotions. It's like I don't even know who I am anymore. Everybody ask me to pray, and I did. But I still feel this emotions stuck in my heart and it hurts. I felt love, happy, sad, anger, not appreciated, hate, betrayed, confuse and everything else. So I normally spend my time locked in my room, reading other ppl's article or just merely writing my own materials.

I feel like I'm going no where. Where should I go? I donno. And they told me to pray and I did. Yet, I still am confuse. People asked me to do things that I'm not. I refused but they asked me. Don't they know that's not who I am? I'm very angry at people and myself. I'm angry for what they did and myself for not being able to Stand up and fight cos I'm a nobody.

Why, why, why? I wish I have the answer. Am I too young and immature to do so? Inexperience?

I wish to end this now. I hate everything that's happening to me now. I wish I was as happy as before.


posted by JulieAnne   being random at
4:11 PM